Thursday, October 07, 2004
+ I am BAcK!!! +
Oh wow wow... really long never been back... one mth... the same length of time that I did not write my log bk... haha...
Anyway the past month had been really exciting with so many things happening and so many new ppl to meet. Busy shuttling between singing and research lab work....
My research is getting really interesting. Hope to haf more interesting findings by the end of my IA....
Singing's great... me am a really lousy singer.... So much to improve on!! and I really did improve!! Yeah!! hee... hope this carries on and one day I'll be able to perform properly on stage.. =)
Now approaching the junction of my life, which path I take will determine my life for the next few years... so scary, so unpredictable, yet so very interesting and exciting... I like it... hee.. maybe it's because I've nothing so there's no why I can get worst....
Me like risk and yet scared of it... my heart wants to take the risk yet my head says no!!!!!!!!!
I can choose the safe path that is well paved and even haf handrails by the side... or I can take the road tt is not even a road, with grass overgrown c0vering watever lies beneath and not know wat I am going to step on until I step on it. This second road is so uncertain and so dangerously narrow, that it cannot and will not accomodate many, unlike the well paved one tt's wide and bright and welcomes all.
However the bait of unpredictability and excitement that hangs on the entrance to the less pretty road is making me hoaver. The promise of paradise beyond this stretch of unkept path also makes the decision to take the safe path harder to make......
I know wat I want..... and watever I choose will be right.... the dilemma is juz whether to believe wat I want is the right one.....
Vitamint_D @ 11:43 AM
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